8.22.2009

the things you do when your asleep
the way you look before you leap
the strange illusions that you keep
you dont' know what all i see
the soul close, but out of reach
emotions soar beyond peak
the un-known force pulled by gravity
my magnet attached positively
to the man on the moon, in my dreams.
theme

8.08.2009


got a problem tell me now, only thing thats on my
mind, is who gon' run this town tonight?

8.04.2009

2;11 why not.

& niqhts like this i stay up can
question my sanity. sleep is a far
thouqht from my reality, of overdriven
thouqhts. i dont' understand alot in this
world, which frustrates me alot. im the type
of person who loves answers. i like concrete,
solid, facts. i like to know what im talkinq about
& how to prove another wronq quick. i want all the
answers, but as we all know NOBODY has all the
answers... this further upsets me. i hate
the un-known, i quess this is why i have a love
for science & a twisted view on reliqion.
in science, theres proof, evidence, answers, reasons
why & a list of all possible outcomes. in reliqion
all you have is what people tell you ...no proof just
faith. which i lack evidently, i couldnt' beqin to explain
why i feel this way, too many thinqs in my life have
pointed me towards the direction of qivinq up. yet i cant'
i have to much to look forward to in life, alot qoinq for me.
other than my looks & pretty smile. i have a brain, talent, a knack
for thinqs people wish they had. i just hope i never lose myself
in all the madness. i want to always remember who i am, and what
i posses. i cant' fail, i play to win & losinq is never an option.

fin.

&;♫`loveconspicuously♥)

8.03.2009

inter thouqhts.

stimulation-

cominq back to life,
openinq up the shades
to let the liqht in.
to hear the birds sinq,
the buzz of bees.
i feel aqain, i can smile
without effort. i can sinq
with the perfect melody.
fly without takeoff, sleep
with no worries. love with no
bounds, live with no mistakes.
forqive the hate, take the pain
cry no more.